you can always leave

i know that its hard sometimes,

i have my poop- my illusions

i know

but you are getting to know now too-

and i dont blame you for being unhappy-

i am unhappy too when i see me that way.

maybe we are menstrual

and i am too overloaded under organized and just not available enough.

maybe this wont work

and i am like a child forcing a square block into a triangle hole.

maybe we are too selfish

right now

to see eachother.

maybe it will pass

in fact, i know it will-

and maybe you will stay and stick around and all that

because i know that you can always leave-

i just always hoped you would stay.