happy darkness

thinking

thinking about us\

i love us

i do

good

don't forget

i wont forget

the light

is here

glowing in the embers

and we are

ours..

thanking you

loving you

seeing you

your birthday soon

i ll be giving you me

28...

i am thankful for you-

real

here

you.

each moment, each day, each time,

so thankful..

i like to see you learning new things-like to see you practicing the things you love, and i am so thankful for your patience and willing to try with me and the kids..

you are good.

i am thankful for you.

you are loved.

DO NOT FORGET...

THANK YOU.

if i knew then...

if i knew then what i know now...

i would have been yours ages ago-

forget making people feel comfortable- forget all that that goes into trying to help out- its been you and me and you know it's true.

i know it's true-

and who would have thought it- i wasn't even looking for you-

wasn't even wanting you- you just came here

and here i was

and then

we were there

being ourselves

untangling ourselves

and

awakening

to this place

to this place

to THIS place..

so thankful to be in this place with you.

awake to me

your friend

my friend

my love

your love lies hear.

better watch out

ill get you

i mean it

better watch out for me.. when youre least expecting it, my sweet darling chop chop...

dont look back

new life

see you in your new home...

so good to see you on the verge and in the process of settling in.

you look good there.

in that space and exploration..

ill wait for her..(sara grace)

knowing that this home is my home and if i am here she will be here soon enough.

sara,

you are one of a kind.

you are so inspiring.

cant wait for you to come home....

love making home

hey there sara
love making home with you
finding love notes on our bed after this long day
love knowing
the knowing
that you'll come home to me
and ill rise to you.

wanting you
to be
happy
loving to see you
happy

sara grace you are so important to me
your music
your patience
your love
your words
your honesty.

remember when

remember when we ate breakfast and went back to bed? remember lobster and those amazing eggs we found within her? remember when we first met? that nothing and everything time when we were seperate but linking ourselves to eachother? do you remember me> scared and lonely too> i was looking for someone like you as a friend and now still so thankful that i found you... i dont need anything from you>it's just the wanting and the getting that fills and satisfies me>..i see myself in you i see a friend in you i see the past and the many mysteries of the future when i look at you> THANK YOU> it's not that different from when i first met you..

we went on vacation... lets do that again some time.

i love getting to know myself with you and getting to see you knowing yourself...

iloveyou

sometimes

sometimes i feel like this- red, boiled, crabby..
(yes, i know... that's a lobster..)
sometimes things are hard and its easy to be angry--
i was angry with you tonight, sara-
and i think it's good to say that here-
so not everything is always peaches..yes, yes, we both know that- but somethimes things are hard..
you know i love you
i am working so hard to make things easier for me so that we can enjoy eachother more-- SEE ME..
i worry about you
i want to feed you
i miss you
i want to dance with you
have a time with you
be with you alone
and i want you to want to make that happen with me too..


your brother is here--i am happy for you
i know you love him(steven..she loves you!!)
and i want to get to know him too,
and for him to know me.. right now that means knowing
this work-person, this girl at the end of another 16 hour day.. hope you can be proud of me and see me no matter what..

sometimes i feel crabby---

love life........

i see her..
building with clay and sand
building with dreams and fear
making something out of evrythingg..

sara grace==
THANK YOU

go there

go there

sara grace

thankyou for being there in montreal.
a real treat
and true healing too.
i like how you dont avoid me.
i like how present you are.
you have become a real and true friend-let's make it last no matter what.

happy you, happy me, happy us...

happy anniversary..

one year ago all i wanted was to get to know myself better.. and through our voice, your constant loving reflection, your energy andyour support, i have had an opportunity to discover me.. i am so happy that i met you and so thankful to get to wake up next to you, you have become my best friend and i really feel like you are worth celebrating...

going home

and then
i give myself to you
and to your mother
and to your father
and his girlfriend
and these weird sleeping arrangements

with surrender to the 9 hour drive
and with love lasting.

thankyou for our valentines day turkey..
and your awareness of how i am doing..
this tripp was important to me too.

the cook for me

oh sara..
cook for me

chop it up
but dont stir too much
make me smile
make me laugh
make me yours
and
devour me

sorry i yelled at you..

was feeling a bit cornered by hunger and time...momentum was pushing me, not you...

saragrace;
i see you..dont doubt that you are visable and here..

happy birthday

so happy you were born...

happy birthday my sweet sweets....