remember when

remember when we ate breakfast and went back to bed? remember lobster and those amazing eggs we found within her? remember when we first met? that nothing and everything time when we were seperate but linking ourselves to eachother? do you remember me> scared and lonely too> i was looking for someone like you as a friend and now still so thankful that i found you... i dont need anything from you>it's just the wanting and the getting that fills and satisfies me>..i see myself in you i see a friend in you i see the past and the many mysteries of the future when i look at you> THANK YOU> it's not that different from when i first met you..

we went on vacation... lets do that again some time.

i love getting to know myself with you and getting to see you knowing yourself...

iloveyou

sometimes

sometimes i feel like this- red, boiled, crabby..
(yes, i know... that's a lobster..)
sometimes things are hard and its easy to be angry--
i was angry with you tonight, sara-
and i think it's good to say that here-
so not everything is always peaches..yes, yes, we both know that- but somethimes things are hard..
you know i love you
i am working so hard to make things easier for me so that we can enjoy eachother more-- SEE ME..
i worry about you
i want to feed you
i miss you
i want to dance with you
have a time with you
be with you alone
and i want you to want to make that happen with me too..


your brother is here--i am happy for you
i know you love him(steven..she loves you!!)
and i want to get to know him too,
and for him to know me.. right now that means knowing
this work-person, this girl at the end of another 16 hour day.. hope you can be proud of me and see me no matter what..

sometimes i feel crabby---